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by Beanyem @ 22/04/2007 - 13:57:25

Hi all,

Just got up, finally stopped feeling drunk.
I did feel ashamed of myself when I realised how much I had drunk of Friday night. My friends are wonderful and they bought me lots of drunks and yep, I drank them all.

Spent yesterday in a dream like haze, bumping into furniture and feeling dizzy, not good. Not impressed with myself.

Anyway, enough is enough. I have to face facts, I am not 17 and getting that drunk just makes me look like a prat.

So no more to P**** for me. Will do a month off alcohol starting on May 1st and start driving to places. This will:

1. Stop me making a fool of myself
2. Mean that I spend less and therefore can spend more time with my friends as I have more money.

Anyway, meant to be doing work now. Will get on, still feeling distanced from my body at the moment, very strange, Hopefully back to normal tomorrow.

Love Bean xx

p.s. watched the Green Mile last night and cried loads and loads. It was great but I don't understand why he had to die.

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deadhotdeadhot [Member]
2007-04-22 @ 14:29

He WANTED to die Em. He carried a huge gift / burden and had had enough...."aweful tired here boss".

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BeanyemBeanyem [Member]
2007-04-22 @ 14:35

True, but it was just too sad.

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skip2468skip2468 [Member]
2007-04-22 @ 20:18

Please make sure that you keep to your word. No point in permanently damaging your brain.

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BeanyemBeanyem [Member]
2007-04-24 @ 20:52

Very true.
Did it in September and can do again.
My liver and kidneys are saying thank you already! lol

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idontknowwhyidontknowwhy [Member]
2007-04-22 @ 21:52

oh em, why why did i do all those silly things. I have obsessed about it all day since you told me ...well u know, shit i am reverting back to being an out of control drunken twat again. I blame him i was fine when i was with him (well smothered but still i wasn't lose on the male population!) what am i gonna do i don't wanna hide under a rock but i don't want to behave like a teenager again. i am gonna end up a sad old lonely alcoholic!

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BeanyemBeanyem [Member]
2007-04-24 @ 20:54

No you wont, you have me and all your friends.
You slipped up, it's ok.
We wont do any rock hiding, but instead only get very very drunk in my kitchen!

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idontknowwhyidontknowwhy [Member]
2007-04-24 @ 23:25

lol ok i'll be good and only get wrecked when meatie is there to save me!

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